I have found resources to help each and everyone of you. This has many different things, that I will tell about and show you how to get help and to apply this in your life and let the Lord in our lives, that He can help you through this. I also have applied special links to my page about everything that we do in everyday life the problems that we face today. A Story that I have written about my Father how he felt about Abortion. what happen to me in my life while I was growing up, It is so sad to say it and write about this, but the Lord gave me strength to do this. And I want to help people with it today and have a better understanding view what I went through. I have gather up some links about abortion and What God says about it. The truth about What the Bible says I have found resources to help each and everyone of you. This has many different things, that I will tell about and show you how to get help and to apply this in your life and let the Lord in our lives, that He can help you through this. I also have applied special links to my page about everything that we do in everyday life the problems that we face today. And in here I also put a link, Not suitable for Children to see, a video about abortion and what they do, there are Alternatives ways to prevent of Having one also implies. And inside there are other resources that you are having problems with and need help with the truth, sometimes it hard that we face it and to deal with but First we need to surrender ourselves to the Lord before we take action on ourselves before we make the wrong choices in our lives some thing I have found is that after dealing with a suicide group that abortion leads to suicide and that can lead to depression.

The two are connected the bible does not call us fetus all God did is tell Adam and Eve to multiply God never referred to us as fetus after 6 months of the rape when I was 15 I had suicide thoughts cause I came to Jesus he checked to see if I was pregnant and my farther believed and abortion I did not he was mad at me for that I did not care. I was not pregnant but I got involved with my sister alternatives to abortions and he was mad at me for that but did it anyway he said what you hope to accomplish. He told me you cant do anything about it anyway. I did it anyway I did not let that stop me you see said all I can do is try. Dad try to make mikes wife to have an abortion but she asked my opinion and I said it was murder and I knew she did not believe in abortion and he in good health. I did not just like the fact he called me dumb and everything but that did not stop me he tried to make me like opera which I dont from this day but evenly I got the courage had many jobs even though he called me dumb with the fact I have a learning disability and then this girl named Anne gave me the motivation to start the suicide club and I have been blessed I can put everything he did behind me and look to the future let me tell you a little how that happen I got an e-mail from her friend saying she was going to commit suicide and so I decided to start a club from her to help people like Anne who are hurting and pray i have that is how it got started.

One of the things that is so beautiful how God first created Adam from the dust then he was lonely so God put him to sleep and created women out of the rib and closed up the flesh. and made women we were suppose to be perfect but we sin but Jesus forgives us that was the purpose of him coming not only that God gave us our desires such as sex inside the marriage but one of the things he did was make an unborn baby to see how he told Eve and Adam to Multiply but mankind think that they make the babies really they have nothing to do with it expect God gives you the desire to have a baby but God really made the baby he the one that makes it Grow did you know that you can hear and unborn baby heartbeat at three weeks. The baby is always growing until it is born and not only that when you conceived it is a baby. I think the whole thing amazed me when I saw all this I never felt closer to God. It is really a beautiful thing to see what God to do none of what I went through was easy but brought me closer to God one thing we have found out that my dad was a smoker which he started smoking when he was 16 and he never could give up smoking he smoked half a pack a day was one of the things he had to deal with We were able to find out that my dad was also an alcoholic see I have gone through therapy were i was abused and neglected by him he got sauced one time in England and another time he slept in the car my dad we believe was bipolar which is manic depressive see my dad would either be way up and way down he would verbal and physical abuse us so that was one of the problems we had from it and them he also had a sexually addition my farther was a work alcoholic and he beat Mike which caused Mike to be bipolar which is manic depressive and Mike is alcoholic God can heal Mike and every person reading this the important is to rely on Jesus and let him heal you I would like to say even through my mother does not remember him telling her to have an abortion with both of us but that what happen she pro life my dad is not and she stood up too him even if she don't remember I remember and so does God that all that counts

I love Jesus and Want to help all of you

Mary