The World Trade Center In My Views

It was September 11 almost two years ago and most of us know where we were see I almost lost one of my best friends that day he was 10 blocks from the World Trade Center. When I heard what happen I was shaken up I blamed God for a while cause I did not understand it. Then I found some verses to realizes it is not Gods fault but we did it to ourselves. God was not the one there was several things that happen God wanted to wake us up, and that we turned so evil that we do this to another country. This is how we treat another country and each other two planes went into the world trade building. Darrell was 10 blocks from the world trade center but he said everyone got out. He said it was like being in a war Zone but the thing is it was not Gods fault it was the people that did this I think of all the people the did not make it. We all can we reflect in some way but we know it was no God there were so many innocent children that died and many adult for what cause someone was mad at the united states does that seem right? It took me a long time to get over the fact that he almost died. I was have nightmares and I blamed God at first until I found a verse If you turn from your wicked ways then I heal you land. It took me a long time cause I kept asking why? I thought it was Gods fault it was not so many people died that day. Who drove those planes in the World trade center is was Satan that did that not God. I had a hard time dealing with the fact that Darrell almost died I had I had flashbacks. Then I think what other people went through when they lost love ones how they not coming back and the ones or that have children and just have babies how do they feel angry cause they lost there loved ones. There were many hurt that day some had lost there legs there was a little boy who had a head injure and this country did not die we prayed but some only prayed for a short time and others accepted Jesus. One of the things with Darrell is I remember happening is that God was looking out for you but it has taken me a long time to realize this. Everyone was mad at God is it his fault that we sin of course not it our fault and God could of been discipline us that true to wake us up. Darrell if I lost him I dont know what I would of done. It took me a little over a year to get over but there were friends and therapist that helped I finally found a good one. What do people feel that lost a love one over this terrorist crime I know what I went through it took me a 11/2 to get over will these people ever be able to get past this and you hear people get on with you life. How about thinking how you would feel if this happened to you it happen to me and took me a while to be the same these people may never be same so lets be supportive of them with love of Christ. No one understands this better than I do. I heard people say get over it he did not die but no one understood. the best these people can do is adjust there life to it and know that God is the greatest healer of all time helps that is one thing I learned through all this. When Darrell almost died the next his seven year old son was screaming that the teacher had to call his mother and they had to come get him in a seven year old mind he thought he was dead. once he realize he was not he was ok see kids are so different they take it so hard. appartly there was no damage to the building he worked in there was some broken glass, but everyone got out of the building. I will say this how do you get rib of all you feeling of guilt the only thing i can say is trust God. It is not Gods fault that is the most important thing to remember it took me a long time to know that cause God does not harm human beings he made us in his own image. Blaming God is the easy way out Rely on him to help you deal with the flashbacks with the feelings bitterness and fill you with peace but you have to trust him completely and he get through and that why I dont have any problems now. In his Love The sad thing a lot of those that died went to Hell dont you go there you have today to change that but you not promised tomorrow.

Mary